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Late at night, all alone with only my thoughts to keep me company, I entertain how different parts of me feel for you and how their harmony keeps me grounded.

Heart

My heart knows no bounds. It gives without question or reason of why. It pours forth all that it has, love in unwavering abundance and all only for you. It has no fear, it matters not that it could be hurt, wounded, or devastated by changing events, times, or circumstances – it only knows that its source of life is you and will forever enrich your life so that it might someday be complete. On it’s own my heart has the innocence of a new born wanting, needing, and only understanding you – and without comprehension of the world around it.

My heart if left to its own devices would crawl the world in search for you and when it reached your door it would never see an obstacle in its way… it would just take you for eternity.

Mind

My mind conquers and commands through logic and reasoning. It forms conclusions on observations, and moves effortlessly forward but always keeps the weight of conscious understanding on a lead foot with the other ready to change directory. It is a realist, optimist, and pessimist roll into one. As with my heart, my mind loves you yet engages you at many different levels, it can admire you and your accomplishments, it can learn from you and teach you at the same time, it can rationalize, comprehend, and understand you as a individual person, as a mom, a daughter, as a business person, friend, lover, and my only love in all the world.

My mind understands that “love” is intertwined with many levels of right and wrong, patience is a virtue, and “time” inspires love to be far more everlasting the longer it takes to be embraced. As with all couples in an adjoined life together the day previous to today we loved each other less, and tomorrow… each other more. The nuance of “space” simply empowers each of us to make choices more clearly.

My mind makes conscious choices while the rest of me acts on instinct.

Body

My body yearns for the reality of being physical. Caught in a tug-of-war of knowing senses and sensations exist and actually having direct intimacy – to feel and be… it wages a war of conflict – “it must have” touch, smell, taste, line of sight and sound, to complete the feelings it so long desires to fulfill an image of ecstasy.

My body wants what is wants and will stop at nothing to get it. A constant companion of my heart yet while my hearts intentions are pure and righteous and uses my mind to follow paths of goodness, my body often chooses to ignore my mind and its reasoning. It is the part of me that is the most dangerous and often the cliché “playing with fire – you get burnt” and “use with caution” come to mind.

Spirit

My spirit is often the hidden force that binds the others together. Ultimately spirit thrives on past “experiences” in love and loss. In part, spirit is the protector using wisdom to guide heart, mind, and body to be united without any one having overpowering influence to do harm to myself or to you.

Spirit is the balancing act, the part of me the allows you to grow from my love without feeling any burden… in contrast to my mind, the attribute that so long to over compensate “and fix matters of the heart” – spirit keeps my mind in check so that no added pressure in felt bearing down onto you.

Soul

My soul is the part of me I least understand. Somewhat an illusive commodity… but I know this of my soul… “It believes”. It believes in me, in you, in us, in the bond that we have embraced, and will continue throughout this life and whatever lies beyond.

My soul longs for something greater, is patient, is kind, not envy, not boastful, not proud, not rude, not self-seeking, not easily angered, keeps no record of wrongs, does not delight in evil, rejoices with the truth, always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres, never fails, and endures forever everlasting.

In heart, mind, body, spirit, and soul… I forever love you… and this I vow to the end of time.

All my love, for all your life.

My mind races, passion burns, cannot stop, my heart yearns,
feels so full, sparks ignite, missing you from my sight,
vision still, oh so real, even though we have yet to feel.

Arms empty, missing touch, how do I truly feel so much,
every day hearts live with ache, the distance is so hard to take,
endure we do, endure we must, because our love is truly just.

Knowing of the time we meet, no words to convey our special greet,
our lips will press, flames to grow, lightning arches from heart to soul,
thoughts of you not yet real but soon my love I’ll feel you near.

Sweet tenderness, so beautiful is your rapture,
My heart, my being, my soul together you capture.
My love, your sweetness almost complete, so near perfection,
I knew in an instant, that you were my heart’s undying affection. 

How I long to gaze upon your face, your smile, glowing eyes,
Walk hand in hand, yours in mine, catch each heavenly sigh.
You are the reason for all the passion flowing through my veins,
I see only you in my life and know in my heart this cannot change.

I love you, I need you, I miss you oh so very much,
I can’t wait to see you, to feel my baby’s breath and touch.
And this I promise, my darling, my love, my dear,
That forever I love, once close to always be near.

Not having a physical presence in your life, so much of a norm seems lost,

And yet so much more is gained that should a chance to embrace finds us,

That which wasn’t, is, and so much more we will have to cherish and sustain,

I will never again take my senses for granted, your missing presence touches my soul,

The feeling of your soft skin against mine, the caress of shape and curves,

Our lip embrace, the taste, the sweet aroma of our bodies entwined,

Whispers, near inaudible gasps of love, the beating of two hearts, turning as one.

We no not what we miss, until they are gone… what’s worse…

Never yet having, but wanting these all your life…. and when a chanced moment comes,

I will take hold and never, ever let go.

I look at your pictures daily and imagine watching you close your hazel-brown eyes, as you anticipate the sweet wetness of my mouth. The thought of how good it would be to taste you, to kiss you.

The taste, oh God I can imagine, the feel of lips and tongues, pressing, twirling together. I can’t help but to watch you, wanting to savor every sense I have and delight in every sensation. Not wanting to miss a single one, I cherish the moment in every way, I see, taste, feel, oh the aroma of you, and I strain to hear our hearts keeping time.

You peek and saw me watching you [I blushed - caught by surprise] I sense the curl of a smile pass over your caress, [I feel it] and my heart skips a beat. I wonder what you must be thinking, and what you would think if you could read these thoughts of mine. I wonder if you know how much I want you, and how I so wish so much to see all of your tender blessings.

Time stands still, although I vaguely sense a clock, softly ticking away the moment. I can feel a breeze as it softly stirs behind you from an open window. The sun breaks through flowing across your hair, lighting it up with rays, making it shine as spun gold. You caressing me, the sun and myself caressing you… a glorious moment – capture in my minds eye for all times.

I desperately want to hold this moment forever – but can’t any longer… it’s time to breathe.

Our lips part, the moment is gone… yet lives…

in here…., my love

…and in here.

All my love, all your life

My eyes they see all the beauty in you…
Yet by themselves they know not what to do.
They can not comprehend what you see in me…
They only tear knowing that we were meant to be.

My ears they hear your words so clear…
Whispers of love they hold so dear.
Your sweetness they yearn all day, dusk to dawn…
And melt when hearing your voice ‘fore to long.

My mouth speaks of you in verse and rhythm…
Yet some day soon when it is time.
The world will know who I whole so dear…
Once we meet and I keep you near.

My heart beats without a thought or care…
It knows not why it loves nor from where.
It simply pours itself out all day and night…
And leaves the details to my mind and might.

As for now my hands, today, they have little to do…
But embrace the connection between me and you.
They desire to touch you, to caress, to hold…
And you my love, that is all they will ever know.

My body as one patiently waits…
For us to join, and seal our fate.
To believe we are meant to be as one…
Sharing our lives with love anew as the morning sun.

Waters deep, like the ocean’s blue,
Tears I cry, are all for you.

Passion burns, raging fire remains,
from searing hot to cold and back again.

To know your kiss, your warm sweet breath,
your eyes, your smile, your soft caress.

Our pounding hearts and bodies weak,
emotions driving the love we seek.

Each day without, ends both high and low,
I lie alone at night and yet you fill my soul.

Many scenes of us are etched within my mind,
Waiting arms, first kiss, a date, wine ‘n dine.

Holding hands, to dance, to laugh, our minds as one,
Sharing all these moments, making love to the rising sun.

I know this day is our first in a life between us two,
and from here I make this undying promise for you.

I promise to be your best friend first,
The one you tell what hurts the worst.

Should I, your love stop giving what you need to grow,
Your friend, will ensure I tell you, give you so.

All the life and love my heart has to give,
Is for you, my love, for all the days we have to live.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more.

The love that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds,

That warms us from within and keeps us whole when our other half is missing,

Which makes us dream that we may have that which we have never seen, nor touched nor felt.

I need not push for more – you have already fulfilled me.

I need not compete for time or talk, thought, emotion, desire or affirmation.

Last night you gave me the last missing piece of my life.

When a part of me went to another… it was so missed by you.

As with you I am only human… you are missed so deeply each day apart.

…and yet – when my strength of will and desire can pull you into my life by simply being distant, from a distance,

Imagine what I can do if at your side, standing right in front of you.

All my love, all your life.

Good Morning Love, well it been a month of remarkable bliss to say the least.

I am so truly thankful that you were intrigue enough by my practice distance and kept probing for a desirable responsible. I am even more thankful for you not running away ‘fast’ when you chipped through the layers of built up armor and found the well of repressed passion deep inside just dying to be shared.

I am so indebted to you for accepting me as I am, for your openness and ability to see past the unfamiliar nuance of past unshared lives. 

I vow to forever love you…

While our love is but a month young, very new and a long way from ‘forever’ such potential desires for “everlasting” is found in the change from “my needs” in favor of “your needs”… I give unto you without return.

I vow to always be there for you…

I was there yesterday while you worked, after work, and waited patiently to ensure you are happy and content… I will do this today, tomorrow, and every day thereafter.

I vow to accept you as openly as you have me…

I have always had a need to “fix things” – to believe I can make anything work or make better. It is so difficult to simply sit and let you do everything your way in your own time… this is me accepting you, as you.

I vow to always listen to your needs, desires, interests, and concerns, and encourage you to be more than you are…

In times when you are weak, need an ear, a helping hand or have the need to be inspired I will continue to do so. I will still have time to admire all the brilliance about you.

I vow to always brighten your days, each and every one…

If I can make you laugh, bring a tear of joy, stop your heart or breathe with but a single word… just being me then makes this challenge easy to achieve simply by communicating everyday on the phone, IM, writing emails… oh how I love the power of “words” to invoke a response.

I vow to fulfill your night with endless dreams, love, and passion…

If every night you fall asleep thinking of me you will have all the dreams, love, and passion you will every need.

I vow to ensure you heart never needs to yearn for another…

If my soul can keep you interested, satisfied, and content and I know it can, you will search no more – you have what you have wished, all of your life.

I vow to embrace you without you needing to ask for it…

To complement, to console, and to ‘not just’ see and admire your beauty and sex appeal but to always let you know “I know” how beautiful and sexy you are.

This simplest of tasks is often the hardest to manage, the first to concede defeat. We often take for granted that “feeling” is the same as “knowing”. No human alive can deny how sexy you are, how your eyes, smile, and natural charm can brighten and warm the coldest, darkest night. You are oh so beautiful, and being one with your beauty makes me, be a better me.

I vow to make your life complete…

In every way that a man, partner, and your best friend can possibly fulfill you in this life and in the next.

Early in our relationship I took a stroll into despair because I could not understand why you did not respond to my call. I did, not long after, realized it was my fears that were without substance… you and I are too much alike, we understand so much of the other, are completed by the other, and both of us as a man and woman have shared our past despairs [and admittedly my missing you wasn't a despair but an affirmation of how I truly feel].

My love, I am for you, and only you. With heartfelt joy I say – you have so enriched my life that it will take an eternity to give back what you have given me… and yet I must forever strive to make you believe… this is so… all my love, for all your life.

How do you let someone know you love them so,

When a thousand miles, can only be embraced,

By words of dreams, desires, hopes, and fears,

When the distance between us cannot replace,

The loving need of holding hands, a caress, a kiss,

A date sharing time and space between you and I,

Making love, all things natural between woman and man.

I wish could reach across the miles separating you and I,

To bridge the gap between hearts and minds,

To hold you in my loving arms so tight, I know,

If only for a moment, I could prove our love across all time,

And yet I think and fear I may never know this is truly real, as

Sometimes a fantasy feels so right, deserving and strong,

And yet when tested real it can be so very wrong.

How do you let someone know you love,

When a thousand miles, can only embrace,

Words of everything yet meant to be,

Me fulfilling you and you completing me.

The joy felt within is rooted so deeply in sharing pure happiness with you, as,
It builds my strength of heart to endure when you are weak, and needing me.
Your needs are mine forever, my love, I will never stop fulfilling them.
Near, far, always, everywhere, everything, and completely I am there for you.

I know this from my heart to be true, as I have spent so long on a road leading nowhere,
No interests or desires, no wants or needs, neither asking or needing from anyone.
So alone, yet never knowing loneliness, I knew not that something was missing from my life, until you,
I have come to understand, you have made me understand that life must be shared or is no life at all.

A whisper caught my ear, ever so faintly, a whisper of your name entered my life… never to disappear.

Yesterday, today, tomorrow, the next, and to the future unknown, each day sparked anew,
Raging fires explode from hearts and minds, to burn and spark a new day into life, and so on to the next.
Whispers of your name dance an endless sea of flames, erupting buried passions that renew my soul.
Day and night whispers of your name make me yearn, not to fulfill my life but to add fulfillment to yours.

Whispers of your name have made me realize to truly be complete I must ensure completeness in you…
The whispered name I hear is yours my sweetheart… my love, my life, the whisper will always be for you…
Today, forever, whether near or far, always, everywhere, everything, completely – it is you I hear my love.
The sweetest name I know… and I join the chorus in whispering your name to the end of days, to the end of time.

All my love, for all your life,

All that I have ever wished for is for someone to complete me.
Someone who is friendly and kind, complements my outlook on life.
Someone who will lean on me and at times let me lean on her.
Someone to hold hands with, to lie with, to snuggle at night for warmth and belonging.

I want to share my ideas with her, to hear hers, to inspire her, and her, me.
To hear her voice, to hear her laugh, to hear her cry – needing me.
To look into her eyes and actually lose myself within their glowing brilliance.
To steal a kiss from her lips, to touch her with gentleness, to spark the passion of her soul.
To run my hands through her hair, to relax her with a massage, to caress her breasts, to love.
To look down and see her hand in mine, to feel the passion flowing between our minds.

To have:

My heart would melt, my eyes spawn oceans of joy, and my mind to know of ecstasy.
I would be complete, knowing that she loves me, for being me, as much as I, for her, being her.
Is this too much to ask – a relationship so close that time and space no longer matters.
To share everything we have, are, and will be with the other – in total completeness and harmony.
In all my travels I have never gazed upon a person that would make me oh so complete.
I have thought no person could exist and I forever would remain alone.
Until the day, that day when she might truly appear, grace my world and be part of me, for me, completing me.

My dear sweetheart – today…
My heart melted… pouring out love effortlessly to you.
My eyes flow boundless tears of joy, all for you, and
My mind is lost in an state of total awe… inspired by you.

All because of the 3 words you now repeat to me each day… “I love you.”

Mere words can no longer describe how I feel for you.
Each day it gets harder to convey what you do for me.
In all the recesses of my being and world, I search,
For a way to ensure you know how I do, love you so much.

I can sit for hours breathing you in,
Thinking of a way to reveal what:
My heart unconditionally pounds for,
My mind reasons as forever everlasting,
My body desire with lustful unbridled passion,
My spirit draws on as boundless and free flowing, and
My soul binds together to endure what I must to be complete?
Yet I cannot imagine how to express that which you do for me?

I can sleep all night dreaming of you,
Your seen beauty so vivid I can reach out, and touch,
Your touch so real I tremble in my sleep from the feel,
Your feelings felt and passed causing audible gasps to escape, and
Your voice oh so clear it awakens me from slumber, and yet,
How can I find the words to describe all that you do for me?

Professionally gifted in search I can question the world for thought,
Billions of pages full of love, life, and guidance at my fingertips, and yet
My question is unfathomable as the oceans depths,
Inexhaustible as the warmth from the sun, and
Boundless as the expansion of space.
Where do I begin to search for words that can explain such immense love for you?

What am I to do? I am lost for the words, my love.

I have nothing to give back to you, nothing to inspire,
Nothing to share with you, nothing for you to cling to.
So experienced in the power of “words” your man, partner, and friend yet I cannot begin,
To tell you what you do for me.
So please, please forgive me my love,
All I was, brought me to here to love only you,
All I am, keeps me here loving only you, and
My only wish… all that I can be, will somehow, someday grant you access,
Inside of me to understand what I can no longer say with mere words…. what you do for me.

For now all I can offer you sweetheart…
All my love, all your life.

Apple blossoms gently sway upon the breeze of spring seems to describe the essence ebb and flow of loving you.

My heart follows where you lead from morning wake, to quiet chat, to hear your voice, thinking of your daily chores so intertwined,

Leaping forward to an afternoon caress, yet again your voice whispers my name, there is so much love from you to me, to quiet chat, before a break at dinnertime.

Evening flows by, time to reflect, to relax, gentle moments, comfort times carrying desires of pressing lips and tenderness shared between two distance souls and yet,

So filled with hope that tears we share for all tomorrows hereafter will be ones of joy.

As I wait to press my lips, heart and my body against thy. To wait for the embrace of a passion so rare that only two in the entire world can see and feel it raging deep inside… to wait for the day of being one with you.

I must say, you to have a way with words, with subtle elegance they crept into my life completely unsuspected, unanticipated, almost unnoticed from your email messages into my mind to find them being writing by myself never realizing how or why they came to be.

Your message closings speak of a forever everlasting, so naturally, effortlessly, and what’s more – so meant for me…. and you…

It reads of us, and so it is, from now to the end of days…

All my love, all your life.

Isn’t the pleasure of sight overwhelmed by the sensation of touch?

To feel my unseen breathe wash across your face. The anticipation of pressing your lips against mine. The brush of my fingertips crossing your body, oh so delicately that time and space is suspended, all thought escape you, the world around you seemingly disappears and all that is left is the embrace of my touch.

Can you see me now? Can you feel me now?

My touch begins to explore following your curves from lips to neck to shoulders, feeling you, tasting you, becoming one with you. Slowly my hands glide towards your breast, such sweet heavenly softness, and my kiss soon follows. I can feel your heart beating against my lips, yet no words can describe the sensation, no thought the emotion, no picture can convey such passionate love making between you and me.

Your body instinctively moves with each subtle touch of lips and hands, guiding me to probe further in search of distance pleasures. Moving down the smallness of your waist, your thighs, my hands reach out to find yours. Our fingers entwine as your body moves and sighs showing me how pleasing you is so natural. I feel your passion growing and with every fiber of my being I listen to your sensual breathtaking, holding you at that moment not quite letting it end for what seems eternity.

Can you see me now? Can you feel me now?

Seconds seem like minutes, minutes turn to hours… you bear your hips down towards me, your back begins to arch, fingers clenching mine, and your gasps of ecstasy echoes through both of us. By pleasing you I make you feel more of a woman, by allowing me to please you, you make me feel more of a man… and we are one.

Can you see me now? Can you feel me now?